I never cared for New Years Eve or the fact that a new year is coming right in. I never cared for it at all. It just seemed like another same old day go by. But as I’ve grown older, I’m starting to see life go by faster and faster. And now, I feel the need to cherish time and get my mind straight on getting things done. Whatever they may be. Our futures aren’t really promised, especially with how the world is today. It’s extremely hard to ‘live everyday like it’s your last’. I hate that saying. With the amount of fear that is bestowed upon us, it’s nearly impossible to go on about our day like it’s our last day here. I don’t know. Tomorrow is never promised, but we live as if it is.
It’s been an ongoing fantasy of mine to be more mentally stimulated by a woman than physically stimulated. I’ve never dated an intelligent woman. I’d love to be drawn deeper into the depths of a womans mind before venturing through her body. I’d much more like to be lost in a maze of thoughts and amazed by complexity than lost in a maze of bed sheets and amazed by her movements. It’s not to be said that I don’t want to be physically amazed, but being mentally interested would just intensify all aspects of being around her.
I don’t have specific criteria for someone to “win my heart” because that’s like having expectations for someone before you even meet them. I guess I’d just want someone to be theirself around me because when I meet someone, my intentions are always to make a new friend, not have a potential lover, if that makes sense. The best relationships are genuine. I’m not a prize to be won, I’m a human being who deserves to be loved and appreciated genuinely. Corny.