"Jay, what’re you doing tomorrow?" "I dunno, why?" "Wanna hang out?" "Fasho, home skillet" "You’re so embarrassing, haha."
Alright, I’m finally gonna tell him how I feel tomorrow. I hope I won’t regret this..
Wow, he looks so cute today. I don’t know why nobody else thinks he’s as cute as I think he is. Maybe it’s the way he smiles with his eyes. Wow, that just makes me melt inside. He’s coming closer, stay cool. Gotta keep the swag on point, cool, calm, and composed. Oh, he wants a hug, nothing big. Just act casual. Wow, I love his hugs, it’s like, even if I end up melting, he’ll be there to hold me. Oh gosh, this is sort of long, I need to let go sooner or later before it gets awkward, I gotta stay cool.
"So, where do you wanna go? "Well, it’s whatever with me." "Hm, wanna just walk around, then?" "Sure"
There he goes again. That smile, ugh, why must he do that to me? Does he not know how much he already tugs on my heart strings? Give me a break and let me breathe at least, gosh. Sigh, we’re walking so close together now. Our hands are so close together, too. It’s such a nice day out, which makes him look so much happier than those days where it’s just foggy. Well, we’ll find something to do it’s pretty today in the park.
Oh my gosh, how embarrassing. I can’t believe I just bumped my hand into his. Keep calm and keep walking. Gosh, I’m so nervous for how this’ll all turn out. Just avoid contact, cause blushing isn’t gonna help the situation at all.
"Hungry?" "Eh, not really, you?" More like, I’m too god damn nervous to do anything. I’ve had butterflies in my stomach since you agreed to hang out with me last night."Sorta, I’ll just get some ice cream. Want some?" "Nopes, I’m goood"
Sigh, so much for a ‘nice save’. I’m such an awkward idiot. Aws, how cute, he’s running to the ice cream truck. Well, he’s coming back now. Oh shit, I have a stain on my shirt. Talk about embarrassing. Better zip this up before he notices..
"Damn, you finished that hella fast" "Well, wouldn’t it be awkward if I had ice cream and you just stood there?" "Pfft, not even. Weirdo" "You do know that your vocabulary for comebacks and insults are at the level of a three year old, right?" "…SHUDDUP, JERK!"
Wow, I love that smirk of his.. I really gotta tell him soon before I end up saying something stupid again. He may make fun of me all the time, but I just love being around him.